the feeling of missing someone is real bad....
when will this feeling go away...???
its so torturing....
*sobz*
....** HoNeY BuN EveLiNe **....
11:32 PM
wow, its been quite a while since i blog...
times really flies...
courting back,
i have been working for 1 month plus le.
that's fast...
so far everything is going on smooth.
manage to get everything on hands.
n now i can do almost everything in the clinic,
which make mi feel useful n good,
n a sense of satisfation,
compared to which when i 1st started working.
really like a blur sotong,
everything dunno...
lol...
by the way if anyone is interested in doing lasik,
(correction of the short-sightedness),
do give mi a call.
i more than willing to fill u up with the detail.
^_^
....** HoNeY BuN EveLiNe **....
11:30 AM
why does it always rain on mi...
my heart really aching...
wat u want from mi...
i really dunno...
please give mi some cue...
i"m in a loss...
total loss...
should i persist or should i give up...??
can u give mi an answer...
having someone who u love
but dun love u
occupying ur heart,
tat kind of feeling is so painful...
so torturing...
*sobz*
....** HoNeY BuN EveLiNe **....
8:25 PM
hahahahaha.....
so happy today...
1stly,
i got my 1st pay today.
2ndly,
last fri was just toking abt unpaid OT.
n now i got paid OT le.
something to b happy abt ya.
yeah !!!!!!
lol...
^.^
today is also his 21st bday...
wanna wish him a
HAPPY HAPPY 21st BDAY !!!!
hope that he enjoyed himself this few days.
n wish that he stay happy every hr, every min, every sec.
miss ya...
....** HoNeY BuN EveLiNe **....
9:04 PM
wat a tiring day today....
went home ard 9pm.
-.-
haiz...
if everyday like tat die man.
so late.
somemore no OT pay.
tat's the worst part.
hahaha...
my working hours is 9am-6pm lor.
yet have to work extra 3 more hrs.
not fair...!!!
really hope tat they can fixed our working hrs.
today mi like a lost sheep.
clinic was quite packed,
everyone was busy with this n tat.
mi not familiar with the work there
so couldnt help much.
felt so extra...
=<
haiz...
somemore my dear Alica who i'm attached to was on MC.
hope she's alright n will b back to work 2mr.
if not i'm going to b another day of lost sheep again.
lol...
....** HoNeY BuN EveLiNe **....
12:59 PM
4th day of work @The Lasik Surgery Clinic.
this morning we had 2 surgery cases.
at the beginning they said
today i will just do the observation.
n Alica will b the scrub nurse.
so i followed Alica in to the theatre,
carrying the thought of:
"yeah!! no scrub, no stress"
so happy...
after finishing the 1st case,
the surgeon suddenly turn to mi n say:
"u scrub the next case."
i was so so so so shocked lor....
i looked at him with my eyes widely opened.
i still pointed at myself to double check with him.
n he said:
"yes, you..."
i was so nervous though not the 1st time assiting him.
but mi not mentally prepared,
coz Alica is the scrub nurse in-charge today.
no choice,
mi put on my gloves n everything to assist him for the 2nd surgery.
actually i dun mind scrubing up but
just tat this time round too suddenly le.
haha...
today everyone in the company got their flu jab.
so painful sia...
n Alica almost cry out.
she so funny lor.
haha...
we all cant help laughing out at her.
she really like a small little kid lor.
she a missy herself jab so many ppl
yet scare being jab.
hahaha...
our boss was not aroud during the jab,
so when he returned,
we our own staff have to jab for him,
n they all sabort mi lor.
ask mi go jab him.
"cold sweat" sia...
my hand was trembling.
when i was giving the jab,
every single staffs there were looking at mi lor,
pressure sia !!!!!!
boss lei !!!!!!!
haha...
went back early today coz
today is a morning clinic.
so afternoon quite free,
nothing much to do.
met up with jacq n her 2 frenx for dinner
@ Cine Long John Silver.
after dinner went home together with Mic.
we had a great chat along the way...
esp abt tat scary "someone"...
hahaha...
....** HoNeY BuN EveLiNe **....
9:42 PM
2nd day of work...
tired...
coz most of the cases r scrub by mi.
n all the afternoon cases r by mi alone.
so scary lor.
after all i'm new there lor.
but lucky the surgeon was quite patience with mi.
so its still alright.
today was rather a busy day.
our boss knew we all busy till cant go for lunch
so he ask someone to packed back lunch for us, chicken rice.
so sweet...
haha
but my lunch break not sweet lor
onli 15 min...
after work,
met up with debi, xin lan they all for a singing session @ Cine.
its been a long time since i meet them.
we had a great time at K Box.
singing, taking photos etc...
lol.
enjoyed myself...
....** HoNeY BuN EveLiNe **....
11:59 PM
+ Alina +
+ Jolyn +
+ Michelle +
+ Xin Lan +
+ Shi Ya +
+ Jasper +
+ Daphne +
+ Debi +
+ Chan +
+ Nong +
+ Yelly +
+ Faezah +
+ Sya Sya +
+ Jacq +
+ Brian +