now somehow i think i starting to think thru le ba.
now the hole is not as dark as last time.
i think i"m seeing some flicking light le.
its there sometimes,
n not there sometimes...
its on n off.
but guess tt"s a good start ba.
last thursday is a pleasant day for mi.
i enjoyed myself tt day.
i suddenly had this relieved feeling.
i feel so light so comfortable.
like the big stone is being removed.
when i think of him n her,
i"m not so easily depressed le.
so sudden one..
rather funny.
but it feel so good.
real good...
it been a long time since i have this kind of feeling.
so carefree...
but it wasnt a permanment feeling.
just the next following day,
we meet up for a moive.
n all the feeling come back again.
miss him so badly...
i almost cry out when we part tt day.
recently i"m reading this book:
"Mars and Venus- Starting Over"
by John Gray, Ph.D.
i find below this para quite meaningful...
No one falls in love thinking,
"Let's get together n then,
after a few happy years' experience,
have a painful breakup."
When we fall in love,
we dun plan to lose that love.
In the beginning,
love always feels as if its forever,
but we can lose it.
When it happens, it break our hearts.
The end of an intimate realtionship
is a devastating loss
regardless of the conditions leading up to it.
How we grieve that loss
will determine the rest of lives.
Wheather a relationship ends by
death,
divorce,
or other circumstances,
we must take special care
to complete the grieving process.
Good endings make good beginnings.
just wanna tell *HIM*,
althought we r not together le,
but u will always have a place in my heart.
n no matter wat,
i"ll be always there for u..
u're irreplacable.
love u...
....** HoNeY BuN EveLiNe **....
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